I’ve been waiting and waiting for over a month to see if this is going to
be a viable pregnancy and I’m afraid it’s not.
The first blood results were great, but the second warned us that this
might not be a viable pregnancy. More waiting and more waiting. The third blood
result wasn’t conclusive so we had to wait until the first ultrasound.
And the terrible news was confirmed, two sacs but no heartbeats.
So I am devastated because this journey is just too difficult. I’m not
sure how much more of this I can take.
My surrogate will go in for a final ultrasound next week just to make
sure that there is no heartbeat. We have been warned, the chances are very very
remote so basically I have given up hope that this is going to be a viable
pregnancy.
So now we are going to all need a few weeks rest so we can start again
with our hopes up.
Amanda.